1.61
I've seen the writing on the wall
I've tasted the dust to my lungs,
through my veins.
The wind has forced me to advance to where I'm standing
as I turn around it erased my track.
I feel the urge to move on
but to behome eating sandwiches with ＂Ang ＆ Barn＂
I miss home.
So please see for me what I could be
61 open your gate its all been the estate of mind
＂Go and I'll time you!＂, she said
but she never looked at the watch.
little did I know she would become a memory
to my lungs, through my veins.
The trees look so small at night
when the moon shines bright upon my world
I've seen your world... to my veins
2.Forget
As I wander through this house where my man became a mouse
I can see how we started so innocently.
As I agonize my way through another yesterday
I still don't know how you could have sunk so low
You wouldn't follow me with the rest of them
Now I'm by myself.
You wouldn't protect me from the rest of them
I'm beside myself and I'm trying to forget...
As I pack up the things we shared
I try to convince myself I never cared
yet I feel that we were the only real thing.
When I think back to when we were one
then you accuse me of things I never could've done
and you never confessed of looking for excuses.
So I retreat to my family
who showed you endless generosity and yes,
I hear a sigh of disbelief.
So, I will go on with my life, court another,
maybe gain a wife and I'll try to outgrow
just going through the motions.
You will alwasy be a step ahead in the back of my head
while I'm trying to forget...
3.Jumpship
I spend alot of time wishing I was someone else
and I wish I could face the world that presents itself,
but when I feel my heartbeat slowly fade away
and I see no reason to stay I jumpship.
You spend alot of time wishing you were in love with someone
else
'cause when your lover does you wrong
you place the blame on yourself
how you gonna fly with a wheel chained to the ground？
When I see no reason to hang around I jumpship.
We spend alot of time wishing we had grown up somewhere else
because our mommys and daddys
were not always mums and daddys themselves.
How you gonna walk,
how you gonna talk？
Like hell we're gonna learn to jumpship
4.King For A Day
I'm lost,
hearing all the things we say,
looks like another day of wasting life.
I ned a simple place where I can go and
my face won't be shown for a long time.
All I want is an ice cream cone, a convertible car,
and a country home in the hills and you know why.
Things the way they are make me sit right here and cry.
I'm lost,
seeing all the things we see can't be right for me
they say I'm blind.
They're making fun of my shoes, shorts, shirt,
just blows my mind.
If you follow, I'll cherish us
and we'll never be alone.
But if you turn me down,
I'm gonna leave your ass at home
so now I got my way, I crowned myself king for a day
and I finally got to implement my changes.
I wake up in the trees with my queen next
to me cause a king needs to know his place.
5.Monsoon
We're caught inside I feel around you.
There's no more light to pelt and melt the window
and I'll never drop the anchor if you'll never stop the rain.
She descends her soldiers to try and win me over
I feel the sin of feet washing frosted wind
and we'll never have to feel anything else again.
For once in the scene can dream all the flowers in bloom.
This garden will stay here and hold me for sister moon.
Higher we fly to her worship the crying monsoon
don't let it end my sin is just the beginning.
I need you here to help me
...and we'll never have to feel anyone else again.
6.My World
I once had a dream of all the colours in harmony,
but so did MLK and look what happened to him.
In walking through Will Roger's farm,
I saw that man's beauty and charm.
Such the humanitarian taken so suddenly
Yet, I see a world of hope
and I see a world where you won't choke on the smoke
of machines or by the hand of another.
Camelot's spaceman was wise until
Zapruder shocked mine eyes
and to all the world's surprise, the champ was defeated
I remember my history class
when we heard of the Challenger blast.
All those lessons of the past
got seven new heroes.
I see a world of love
and I see a world full of hugs
front all the people standing together.
I ain't saying that my life is bad
but for now this dream is all I'll ever have
until my world becomes a reality.
7.On The Ground
You see it coming in the distance.
You don't know what to do.
If you let it pass by your dream maybe through.
I say grab it while you can, hold tight, with both hands.
You are shaken on the winding road
as your face hits the ground.
Stopping here is all you can think, as it echos all around.
Jump back on your feet again
climb high on that beast until you win.
You see it in the distance you see it fading fast.
That dream is now a memory, a figment of the past.
Could you have been the best？
No one knows cause you stayed behind with the rest
of us, on the ground.
Staring at the sky,
wishing one more chance would pass us by
... as for the rest of us on the ground -
we'll grab that beast a climb high,
but until that day its the rest of us
on the ground.
8.Ouch
I've been around this world a thousand times in my head
and I've seen all the faces that pissed me off over the years
won't you come into the light so I can see you truly？
I didn't look when I had the chance.
I've read all the books I needed to in grammar school
and I've heard all the disciplines and all the golden rules.
Won't you feed my little frog？
He's resting in the driveway with his heart
on the outside of his mouth
So where's your heart？
I've dreamed of cowboys dancing with the Navajo
and I've hurt alot of people with impatience uncontrolled.
Don't you want to dance,
and put me in a trance with my heart in my hair？
So where's your heart？
9.Psycho
Busy, busy, I'm so busy, I've got no time for you.
Sleazy, sleazy, you say I'm sleazy
for all the things I put you through.
Angry, angry, now you're angry
sick of all t games were playin'.
Sleepy, sleepy, I'm so sleepy
tired of all the things you're sayin'.
I'm so sorry, excuse me for living
I didn't know you were a psycho...
Wasted, wasted, I get so wasted
sometimes I can't get up the stairs.
Stupid, stupid, you say I'm stupid
for telling you to not be scared.
Frightened, frightened, now your frightened
you thought we were 'oh so close'.
While I'm dying, dying, slowly dying
Cause you won't leave me alone.
I'm so sorry, excuse me for living
I didn't know you were a psycho
Salute me, greet me, so glad to meet me
then you say I'm such a mess.
Well, sue me, chew me, beebopbaloo me
thanks so much... now go get dressed.
Preach me, teach me, so glad you reached me
before you found me I was wasted
you found me, bound me rolled all around me
now you're gone and I got FACED!
10.Say It To You
When the man spoke, the people listened
And they followed him to death
I was the closest to him
And this I must confess
That I never felt I had the chance to say
All the things that were in this heart of mine
They say you learn from your big mistakes
And I think its just about time that I...
Say it to you, say it to me
Say it to all of us
In perfect clarity (to all our families)
I'm so sick of people talkin' out of their ass
About the way things are today
They bitch and moan every time you see them
In their own peculiar ways
They're lunchin', they're munchin',
And then they start punchin'
'Cause they just can't get it straight.
What's the use in beating around the bush
Unless you're getting a little
I'm sick of living this life in vain
Black or white, love or spite
Just give me the facts on what you're feeling
I try to be patient but you're killing me...
11.She's Coming Home
She said, ＂It happens all the time
Two people fall out on each other.
Its so hard to stay in line
We can't push this much farther.＂
She gave me a look and then she walked out the door.
She left me standing here all alone.
She said she wanted her life to be so much more.
I wonder when she's coming home.
So I sat here for hours waiting for her to phone
and to hear her rying and telling me she was wrong.
Well that was a long time ago
and I'm still waitin gfor her to return
I heard the other day that she got married
I guess she'll never learn...
12.So Good Afternoon
I think I'll try my luck at Flo and Normandie
and have some dude beat the living crap out of me
he haunts me, he taunted me
and I just found out he's been set free.
So I'll go and tell my girlfriend I think she's ugly
we've had a few kids and she's getting kinds pudgy
I'll tease her, I'll please her,
then I'm gonna leave her
and I'll go and find me a new girl until she bugs me.
Because they know I want you, know I need you,
no I won't go a day without you
and only you can know what you're doing to me
...so good afternoon.
I think I'll go and take my snake down for animal testing
where they lay me down and inject me while I'm resting.
They starve me, carve me, stitch me up,
and when I wake up with cancer - they give me their blessing.
You and I, we shine and feel you coming down my way
...so good afternoon.
I like to get laid so I became a musician
and I'm an expert in humanity by my own admission -
I'm kind, I'm signed, I'm a legend in my own mind
and I'll tell you I'm god herself if you promise to listen
...you promised.
13.Think About Me
...and it was another chance for me,
another chance to make you believe your near.
You'll never know what it's to always be last in line
with no chance to fight,
you're so far gone that you can't even see the light
...and it feels so dark inside me now
because there's no one there
you'll never know what it's like to be the one who really
cares...
So long the time ago to be what I wanted to be to you
You said, ＂Don't hold me down, I've got to go
and do what I have dreamed,
not knowing where you are
and missing you would be good for you and me.＂
Could it be that years have gone from me,
gone away waiting for the one I loved？
Do you think about me？
14.Unglued
I didn't know if this was right.
But I'll remember this night for the rest of my life
You'd never hurt me the way I hurt myself.
Little boys need help,
and you're all the help I think I need.
When we're alone
When we're alone
When I'm alone I'm thinking about something in your eyes
...makes me come unglued. (Inside you)
I didn't know this was wrong.
But for the first time in my life
I felt like I finally belong.
You'd never hate me,
the way I hate myself.
Little boys need help,
and you're all the help I think I need.
This old man, he played one,
He played knick-knack on my thumb.
This old man, he played two,
he gave me a sign and sent me back to you!
When we're alone
I'm gonna find us a home.
When I'm alone I'm thinking about something in your eyes
...makes me come unglued.
15.Wallflower
I could have died maybe I should have died
when I saw you walk inside and has you shut the door
I put my eyes back on the floor when all I really wanted was
to look some more.
Does a wallflower play or does a wall flower stay on his wall？
You see, I live alone, but I've made my happy home
all my furniture is centered around my phone
and I'm waiting for a call, my imaginary friends and all
those who would never let me be taken by the fall.
Does a wallflower know when it's time he outgrow his wall？
Only tmie has feeling for me
maybe Father Time feels sorry for me
there was a time when I knew it all
why don't I ever leave my wall？
You know, that siren's getting louder
and these people are starting to crowd
in on me. (all smell and taste is garlic and gunpoweder)
cause I shot the bad guy dead, but he got me in the head
with the girl of my dreams mentioning how much I've bled.
Where do the wallflower go when their flowers get pulled from
the wall？
Though she says I'm brave and bold
she knows a flower cannot hold up a wall
I can't hold up this wall any longer...
16.You ＆ Me
There is something you should know,
something you should think about.
Where you wanna go？
Do you want me in or want me out？
I got stuff to do,
it's got nothing to do with you
I want to let you know I'm very tired of...
You ＆ me, We're like the pollen in the breeze,
Summer with a freeze,
You ＆ me.
Yesterday is over
today I gotta deal with how tomorrow might suck.
Suck if you don't understand the way it oughtta be,
It's got alot to do with me,
I want to let you know
I'm really very tired of...
You, me, I want you to come close we're like a
cracker without cheese I can never get
close enough to you.
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